I'm not sure that it's cruelty. He's not. I don't want to paint the wrong picture for you here, he's only twenty. He's not some sort of emotionally manipulative mastermind. He needed someone and I was there. I wanted him. I have wanted him for a while now.
God that makes me sound terrible too. Nothing about this sounds right.
I know we should talk. I know it's up to me to make him talk. That's just. Harder than it sounds.
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God that makes me sound terrible too. Nothing about this sounds right.
I know we should talk. I know it's up to me to make him talk. That's just. Harder than it sounds.
[Have you MET Laurent?]